I'm sorry to all of those out there who have been wondering where I've been. Living alone with bills to pay doesn't leave me much room for things like being able to have T.V. or internet. I don't even have my computer right now for that matter. But that'll change soon. I have a few things to clear up before I leave you today.

First things first. To everyone who has asked me if Sendo and I are still together. No. We are not. A couple months ago I left Sendo. I couldn't shake the feeling that there was someone else in the world that would be able to love him to the full capactiy that he deserved and I didn't feel that I was that person. Yes it is true that our relationship was strained in its last few weeks but that's what happens. I'm one of those people that if I feel that I don't deserve the person I'm with then I leave. There was also the matter that due to my dog having had surgery I had left the house that I was living in with Sendo. This is where my final realization came in. I was happy away from Sendo not because I hated him. Not because I didn't care for him. But because I felt that without me in his way that he could accomplish his goals better. So I stayed away. I will admit that my heart still harbors a very small amount of the love that he and I once shared. But due to the recent discovery of his extreme hatred for me now I'm sure it will pass. I am honestly sorry, Sendo. But hurting you was the only way to make sure that your dreams are realized.

Secondly I am sorry to those who I have not been in touch with. If you need to contact me you can do it via my personal cell phone or by personal email. hissori_tora@yahoo.com

I love you all and as soon as circumstances in my life change I will let you know.

Goodbye for now.

-Sierra